What a great COUNTRY we live in when a gal can make a decent paycheck and still get some personal work done all in one day.
I am certainly greatful for the opportunities that I have and I look forward to many more to come (especially once I get these effin' DEGREES! :} )
It's a weird day because I'm 'back on the market' if you will... almost makes me sound like piece of meat or canned product doesn't it? :/ Needless to say another one 'bit the dust' and all I'm wondering at this point is how long will it take him to realize that you can't get much betta than me baby! LOL... (like many before him have). At least he had one thing right- I am certainly not interested in being taken for granted when I deserve to be treated like a Queen and a Princess :) So that's all I have to say about that.
I've been shuffling through papers all of last night and this morning, crossing the 'T's' and dotting the 'I's of all these scholarships... with one you must be latin and the next you must have a 3.0 or better (my gpa is 3.4 :) and the next you must create a video about how to reverse over population! hehe - that should be fun.
The most aggravating part is trying to get copies of my transcripts from The Young Womens Leadership in EAST HARLEM + Savanna High in ANAHEIM, CALIFORNIA and Berkmar in LILBURN, GA... good Lord I wish I would've just gone right into college after H.S. however I got SCREWED during *THE END* of my senior year when I was told I would not be getting credit for my second semester in california (after I passed ALL of my finals and got a great report card!!!) so I decided to leave and got my GED one month before the Class of '02 tossed their tassles into the air... I didn't mind because I had no real ties to GA- or my High School career for that matter... nothing held a candle to TYWLS :/ Japanese class, hour-long lunches, cute, young teachers and small, cozy classrooms, not the mention the awesome fitness center we travelled to for gymnastics and water aerobics. Man that was an awesome place- there really oughta be a LAW against the injustices kids face in most PUBLIC SCHOOLS (shame on you BERKMAR!)
I can just imagine what my life would've been like if I never left NYC... Probably be at NYU or Harvard now... nice corner office... chic lil apartment and a cute lil pooch or that exotic Devon rex I've been researching. ::Sigh:: oh to imagine.
>>> I was just about to post this blog and got SHAFTED by the internet connection :/ let's see what else did I just write... um oh yeah I was about to say WHY is is so hard to find people like me who aren't afraid to speak their mind and SHOW how PASSIONATE they are about things like art, music, food, friendship and the potential of the dynamic human spirit?! (see Waking Life) LOL-
I either meet super-duper hippie types that ALWAYS talk about 'THE MAN' and soCiety but don't really contribute anything themselves other than some homemade ganj brownies. And then on the flipside I meet the super-wound-up-tight, left-brained, aloof type who doesn't know HOW to loosen up and LAUGH OUT LOUD because it doesn't look like the theory of relativity or something... lol. I feel bad for these people but I learn a lil from each of them or nothing at all and I keep it movin.
All I can think about is how GLAD I am that I am increasingly self-aware and able to call BULLSH!T when I see it. This is a very important ability to develop that I call my 'SPIDEY-SENSE' lol. I DARE you to try and waste my time... it's not gonna happen.
anyHOO I just wanted to vent (what's new) because the internet is my one true friend! It accepts me and loves me just the way I am lol.
14 days until I'm on South Beach again- oh GOD I can't wait!!! I hear NOBU has the best SUSHI around and this girl wants some ROCK & ROLL :) I'm also thinking about gettin some new ink! hmmm....
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xoxo
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